Ten things that scare me? Let me see. One thing is death, a horrible death, that's one thing.
Two is a crime scene. A good crime scene kind of scares me, especially if I know what happened, you know? This one girl I know… this guy went to sleep and she blew the back of his head off, you know? And I was in the next room. And I came out and said, what the fuck was that? I was there when it happened.
Third thing that kind of scares me is doing life.
Fourth thing is dying without no kind of help or anything, you know? Just suffering scares me a lot, you know?
Obviously the fifth thing would be, let me see, starving to death. That kind of scares me, you know?
A good movie sometimes, like Jaws. Jaws, it scared the heck out of me.
Let me see, what else scares me? Eating poison, or something like that.
It scares me knowing that I can never be financially secure. It kind of scares me sometimes knowing that I’m not financially rich, or financially happy, or whatever.
It scares me that I don't have a female, a good female in my life. I’m seeing someone now, but she’s kind of weird to me. She's got a place and everything. She's not on the streets but she hasn’t brought me to her place. You know, a guy's in the street, you know, try to help him. Anything. Food, clothing, anything. I mean, one minute she's there for me and the next minute she's not, you know? Up and down situation. So, I just met her, so I don’t know how long we’re going to be together.
That’s nine? It scares me my health is going down. I got a bad liver. It’s eaten up, and it’s doing all kinds of symptoms. I’m not eating right because of the streets, you know? Eating trash. Eating garbage. I feel like crap sometimes. I feel better some days.
Oh my name is Billy. Billy Jackson.
I come here every night just because this is a nice park. You know, it's got rats like crazy. That's another one I want to add to my list: scared of rats. Oh man, I see them going crazy late at night. But other than that, other than rats, this is a nice clean park. And I’ve been to a lot of parks, believe me. I've been here almost six years, and this is one of the best, safest parks that I know.